tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post5170243393967387808..comments2023-10-30T07:19:55.124-04:00Comments on Sometimes I Think: it's been stressful...krissy knoxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14541923934162365673noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-41298709238931972172007-07-19T07:50:00.000-04:002007-07-19T07:50:00.000-04:00Krissy and John, I do hope everything goes well an...Krissy and John, I do hope everything goes well and the tests results are negative. I know what you are going through. My treatment is over but I now find I live in fear all the time, time of it returning, fear of more treatment. I have awful radiation burns. Seven weeks tomorrow since I finished radiotherapy and some of them are still there. I know that being burned like this is not a good thing. I have nagging doubts in my mind the whole time. When I did my journal entry today I seriously wondered whether I will be here this time next year to say it is the 4th anniversary of my journal. Cancer wrecks your life in more ways than one. I am never at ease anymore, I can never truly relax, never truly get my mind off it. I take it to the Lord but I cannot stop my brain working and I have been so very depressed lately. I will hold you in prayer. God bless you both.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-65886037646073964432007-07-19T07:51:00.000-04:002007-07-19T07:51:00.000-04:00It must be stressful, Krissy, even more so because...It must be stressful, Krissy, even more so because it is all out of your hands. You are totally dependent on the medics, on tests that take weeks to yield results. The possibilities with cancer are stark, too stark to actively contemplate. <br>Good luck, also with the packing.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-31640912952558865532007-07-19T08:20:00.000-04:002007-07-19T08:20:00.000-04:00Hi Krissy thanx for the update.It seems to be very...Hi Krissy thanx for the update.It seems to be very complicated to follow .I am not suprized you are stressed out and with the moving too.That alone is one of the most stressful things there are.Getting rid of things is stressful too.Like you say you do feel you ar ethrowing away part of ones life,but I feel when all that is doen one does feel much better in th eend.I should know I have moved plenty this last five yrs or so.PHEW!! I am praying thousandfold for you both. For John's diagnosis to be good and your sleep results tooin the near future..I think you are a warrior too for taking all this stress on your plate and not being too well yourself.I do hope soon you can both have some sort of peace of mind and cuddle up together and sleep without having any worries much at all.You both deserve this so much.Take Care God Bless KATH<br>astoriasand http://journals.aol.co.uk/astoriasand/MYSIMPLERHYMESAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-48455241539738622032007-07-19T08:57:00.000-04:002007-07-19T08:57:00.000-04:00My prayers are with you and John and may God bless...My prayers are with you and John and may God bless you and wrap you in His arms with happiness. gg/JackieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-11642123889172529432007-07-19T09:03:00.000-04:002007-07-19T09:03:00.000-04:00Keeping both of you guys in my thoughts and sendin...Keeping both of you guys in my thoughts and sending good energy! I have all my fingers, toes, etc crossed that the doc is right and John just had a virus and you will both be home by the time you get to read this!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-22250245477740866542007-07-19T09:06:00.000-04:002007-07-19T09:06:00.000-04:00 Beth of luck to the both of you. I am hoping the... Beth of luck to the both of you. I am hoping the biopsy goes well and comes back negative.<br><br> JulieAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-87788995122539886362007-07-19T09:14:00.000-04:002007-07-19T09:14:00.000-04:00My heart, and thoughts...are with you both. I'...My heart, and thoughts...are with you both. I'm sorry you have to have all this stress so often. May it continue to bring you strength and hope...<br><br>Nancy<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-65515665384599485022007-07-19T09:48:00.000-04:002007-07-19T09:48:00.000-04:00praying for good results!Beckypraying for good results!<br>BeckyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-1168578152922534952007-07-19T10:19:00.000-04:002007-07-19T10:19:00.000-04:00I will be praying as always. We must trust that w...I will be praying as always. We must trust that whatever the results are they are what God thinks best. He has a plan , we just don't know what it is. Be thankful for today and live it to the fullest. Don't let the past or the future claim precious hours and moments that you can spend rejoicing in the present. 'On Ya' - maAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-63324460412186832512007-07-19T10:30:00.000-04:002007-07-19T10:30:00.000-04:00I am glad you and John decided to keep us in the i...I am glad you and John decided to keep us in the information loop on this testing. That way we can pray specifically. And I am.<br>I am glad you are going to have a spot to plant stuff at your new abode and pray the moving will all be good. I am eager to hear how you are doing with the sleep.<br>loving you<br>karyl<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-36986531941597726732007-07-19T11:27:00.000-04:002007-07-19T11:27:00.000-04:00Krissy you and John are always kept in my prayers....Krissy you and John are always kept in my prayers. Hears wishing John good results with his tests. He's a lucky guy to have you there supporting andloving him so. Moving isn't any fun time for any of us, don't let it bring you down dear. Hubby is doing better with his sleep apnea machine over here, took a good month before he started to become more comfortable with it. Take care..prayers being sent John's way. Arlene (AJ)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-52220268989641087152007-07-19T12:10:00.000-04:002007-07-19T12:10:00.000-04:00Watch the Gazette. TammyWatch the Gazette. TammyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-37744128326632850122007-07-19T12:15:00.000-04:002007-07-19T12:15:00.000-04:00Keeping you both in my prayers.PamKeeping you both in my prayers.<br>PamAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-57583015555956688452007-07-19T12:17:00.000-04:002007-07-19T12:17:00.000-04:00Praying for the best...thank you for the update.Mi...Praying for the best...thank you for the update.<br><br>Michele<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-72964459522586491652007-07-19T12:30:00.000-04:002007-07-19T12:30:00.000-04:00Krissy, how exhausted you must be!! I got exhaust...Krissy, how exhausted you must be!! I got exhausted and a twinge in my tummy just reading this... You know I am here for you two. Thanks for the phone call yesterday. I was taking a long nap. Slept until midnight, actually. I am trying to catch up on sleep. Dad is mistaken that I didn't contact Dr. Williams, and I will have to explain this to you. I DID fill out the form and send it in. He should have my records. I just need to call for an appointment when he sets up his new office. Hey, you are the BEST worrying about me... I will come see you soon, love. Hug John for me... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxox<br>http://journals.aol.com/valphish/ThereisaSeasonAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-76916667838580692232007-07-19T13:41:00.000-04:002007-07-19T13:41:00.000-04:00Continuing to pray for both of you. God BlessChris...Continuing to pray for both of you. <br><br>God Bless<br>ChristyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-70031057077556690142007-07-19T13:51:00.000-04:002007-07-19T13:51:00.000-04:00You are certainly in my prayers guys. I love you ...You are certainly in my prayers guys. I love you so. I miss you and will be calling soon. In Jesus, PennyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-82623706948904565652007-07-19T15:33:00.000-04:002007-07-19T15:33:00.000-04:00you poor thing, you two have been through so much....you poor thing, you two have been through so much. Just hoping the biopsy comes out good. I hate packing and moving, Hate it. Hope your feeling ok.<br><br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-18260771117468776882007-07-19T15:59:00.000-04:002007-07-19T15:59:00.000-04:00I just know the biopsy will come back just fine. ...<br>I just know the biopsy will come back just fine. After all you two have been through it better be ok. Thank you for being so honest and taking the time to let us know what is going on. You have my prayers and my thoughts are always with you. Love you lots..........MykeAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-2786355358654791162007-07-19T16:25:00.000-04:002007-07-19T16:25:00.000-04:00Sending lots of virtual hugs; hugs are a good stre...Sending lots of virtual hugs; hugs are a good stress buster. Also sending my support and love to you both. <br>Don't mention moving - we haven't got another place yet, but I'm running around in circles already, making lists of "to do's" and mental notes of what to get rid of. We've decided it's time for a clear out - 41 years is a long time for a couple of hoarders lol. Everything and anything that's "going to come in handy" is off to the local tip. <br>Take care my special friend.<br>Sylvia xxxxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-192401836406984652007-07-19T18:26:00.000-04:002007-07-19T18:26:00.000-04:00I'm praying for you both very hard. I love yo...I'm praying for you both very hard. I love your stiff upper lip attitude that keeps shining through! Many Blessings to Jesus through Mary,<br>KellenAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-30474251507199969032007-07-19T19:43:00.000-04:002007-07-19T19:43:00.000-04:00I'm hoping you both get good news from that bi...I'm hoping you both get good news from that biopsy. Take care.<br><br>PhilAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-34129298065220420332007-07-19T20:01:00.000-04:002007-07-19T20:01:00.000-04:00Krissy, it is just like you to put yourself last. ...Krissy, it is just like you to put yourself last. I want to hear about your sleep apnea and etc. I wish you didn't have to go back to Hershey right now, but catch anything sllightly irregular right away, after all, I don't think the doctors can be too careful with John. Keep us all posted. I hope all goes well, but you may never find a reason for the "fevers of unknown origin." Or you might. Either way, I am praying for both of you. And sending you lots of hugs and love!<br>MerryAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-67448733393880079852007-07-19T21:30:00.000-04:002007-07-19T21:30:00.000-04:00praying all goes well:)Debpraying all goes well:)<br><br>DebAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2779594718572241463.post-91819690905697967472007-07-20T00:53:00.000-04:002007-07-20T00:53:00.000-04:00Always good to catch up on John's condition, w...Always good to catch up on John's condition, which of course you share. You're a team and a strong, healthy one at that. Marrow biopsies are those great early warnings we all need if we've been in cancerville for any reason - this you guys know well. Just wanted to thank you for your visits, which I always enjoy, and send you my most powerful prayers of healing and happiness, no matter what the outcome of needed tests. Love you madly, xoxo CATHY<br>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com