I was sitting on the couch earlier this morning thinking. Thinking about how I had written a couple of weeks ago in this blog that I wanted my entries to be more personal, and show more of my feelings. I wondered if I was accomplishing this. I talked to somebody yesterday who told me she felt I didn't write about my feelings in my blog. Ouch. That hurt.
I guess there's a reason. It's because of certain people that read. Okay, that's all I am going to say about that. Except this. I can't let myself worry about that. I must be free to say exactly what I want. I talked to John about it, and he said I should say exactly what I want to say in my blog. And that I shouldn't feel intimidated about saying things in it, because people might judge me, or they might not understand me, or they might not like me, or whatever. Who cares. I can write whatever I want. As long as I don't set out to hurt anybody intentionally.
Having John's support in this matter feels really good. I can't let my life be run by others who may judge what I write, and if I feel I should say something, from now on I am going to say it.
So from now on I am going to try to make my entries more personal. And I'll also try to share more of my feelings. Thanks for staying with me all this time.
And thanks to that person who showed me the way! ;)
Love you all, Krissy