It's been awhile since I have done an entry. I must admit the reason is depression. It has been hanging on for two or three weeks now. Not just depression. Rapid Cycling. Sometimes I feel really down and a few minutes later I feel really up. And then really down again. I hate it.
I am going to talk to my psychiatrist about it and see what she can do. She recently changed the dosages of one of my medications and I think she decreased it too low. When I see her in about a week hopefully she will be able to clear up the problem. Depression is an ugly thing.
I do have some good days though. Today was good. It started out stressful (John and I are trying to figure out how to help John's Mom - she needs more help than we originally anticipated), but ended up fun. The reason today ended up fun was because my parents and I went over the menu for my wedding reception. Making wedding plans are fun. At first I thought they would be stressful, but my parents are helping with the planning tremendously. They are the greatest parents in the world!
About a week ago I finally got my ring back from JC Penny's sized. It is beautiful. I took a picture but it didn't turn out too well. I am going to have Val take a photo as she is better at it than I am and put a photo in here soon. It is a tanzanite ring with diamonds.
Let's see, what else is new? Some snow from the Blizzard of '05 still remains on the ground. And there are daffodils poking through the ground that are three inches high already! We have had weather below freezing and temperatures in the high fifties recently! Fickle weather. I do hope Spring comes soon!
Well, I just wanted to end with this - If I haven't gotten to your journal and left comments than I am sorry. It was because of my depression. I am sure some of you know this as you noticed I wasn't on line much recently. Please be patient with me. I am ready to visit more frequently now. I think my mood is picking up. At least I have had a couple of good days anyway!
That is it. Take care of yourselves and take care of each other. Love, Krissy