Thursday, January 31, 2008
Should BB Gun Competitions be allowed on school property?
i tried out my CPAP machine today!
I just woke up from a nap.
Yes, I took one in the middle of the day, because I have been so exhausted lately. It's been the sleep apnea. Not being able to breathe has awoken me so many times during the night each night. I know this because each time I can't breathe I have awoken gasping for air. John hears me gasping for air, and then moaning, many times during my sleep each night.
My CPAP sleep apnea mask finally arrived from the FEDEX man today. And I quickly put it on, and set the CPAP machine to blow air through the tubing into my mouth and nose. Then I took a nap.
I'll tell you right now, it was the best sleep I've had in years and years!
John said he kept checking on me because he wanted to make sure I was okay, I was sleeping so soundly!
He said Michael was with me the whole time making sure I was okay. Now I have a kitty who will chew through the hose if I need him to, LOL.
I didn't panic with the mask on, although it was pretty scary when I first started the machine. But I was able to immediately relax and fall asleep. And then I slept so refreshingly! I'm really going to be liking this thing!
Love you all,
Krissy :)
now i'm wearing bifocals!
I've just come back from Happy Valley Opticals with a pair of bifocals. I've never worn bifocals before. I'm 44. Gee, it's hard being 44!
So I am feeling so strange right now. I am wondering if it will take me five days or two weeks to adjust to these things. Right now my head hurts and my neck aches from trying to look out of them!
To those of you who wear bifocals, how long did it take you to adjust to them?
A day? Two weeks? Did you ever get used to them? Just wondering!
Krissy :)
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
i'm getting a full faced CPAP mask for Sleep Apnea
MY CPAP EQUIPMENT:
My CPAP machine: REMstarPlus M SERIES:
My CPAP face mask:
Ultra Mirage full face mask
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
i received the Nice Matters Award
Recently, Jeanne Dinini of Writer’s Notes, presented me with the Nice Matters Award. I feel so honored to receive it. It’s not about your blog’s content. It’s about, well, being nice, and helping others in the blogosphere.
"This award will be awarded to those that are just nice people, good blog friends and those that inspire good feelings and inspiration! Those that care about others, that are there to lend support, or those that are just a positive influence on our blogging world!"This is the explanation of the Nice Matters Award, from Genevieve Olsen of Bella-Enchanted, who created it on August 2, 2007.
I think Genevieve is on to something very important here. The content of our journal/blog is not the most important thing. It is how we treat others. Do we care about others in the blogging community? Are we showing this in various ways? It could be anything from leaving a comment to writing an email if we have the time. Are we building up the blogging community, or are we tearing others down? Something to think about.
Okay, now for the hardest part. Genevieve asks us, if we receive this award, to pass it on to a few other bloggers. She asks us not to give it to more than seven. I want to give this to everybody! But those aren't the rules. So I had to narrow it down.
Here goes:
Tammy: Tammy has done so much to help those in our AOL blogging community (Jland) that sometimes I wonder if she is ten people! While she does author numerous blogs, at present she has had to slow down for health reasons. But she is keeping up on her blog Down Home. Tammy is so special, and "Nice" epitomizes her.
Valerie: Valerie is my sister. No, that's not the reason I've chosen her. It's because she's done so much through her blog There is a Season. She has promoted many important causes. She has promoted Suicide, Bipolar, and Bone Marrow Donation Awareness. She has brought awareness to cancer, and called others to do blood banks. Finally, she has done many things for me while I was away with my husband when he had his stem cell transplant. One thing she did was keep the JLand Photo Shoot alive for the blogging community for months. That's no easy task! Thanks Val!
Betty: Betty is newly back to AOL journals. That hasn't stopped her from jumping right back in. What I've noticed about Betty is that she is so eager to help. She visits others' journals, giving encouragement and inspiration. Betty's just like that. She wants to help others. I know she wouldn't want me to say that, though! She doesn't like the spotlight on her. She gives all the credit to the Lord. Visit her at Koda's Corgi Tales.
Okay, ladies, you can snag your award below to put in your sidebar of your blog. Remember to right click and "save as" a jpeg. There is even a gentleman's Nice Matters Award if you want to pass it on to any men.
Congrats. Because nice really does matter!
Love you all, Krissy :)
Monday, January 28, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #127
Thanks to all of you who played along last week. We had our biggest turnout ever with 37 participating bloggers! I hope you'll continue to play this week also, and that you will find this week's subject interesting.
This week's JLand Photo Shoot will begin today (Monday) and is due on Saturday, Feb. 2, at 11 PM EST. That's Saturday night for those of you who are getting confused!
Our subject this week is:
Old
You may interpret this any way you like. Suggestions: trees, people, antiques, etc.
This week we are going to have a rule. You can snap the photo this week, or you can pull out a photo that you have taken in the past. But please make sure it is a photo that you have taken yourself, so you can showcase your photography. That's the only rule. Thanks so much! :)
After you've posted your entry in your journal/blog, please put the address to your entry in my Comments Section below. If you need an explanation on how to do this, or need to know any other instructions concenerning this photo shoot, please click on the link below.
Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot
I can't wait to see what everybody comes up with!
Love you all, Krissy :)
monday morning question
What is your screename? How did you choose it? What does it mean to you?
Sunday, January 27, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #126 participants...
JLand Photo Shoot #126
Subject: Black & White
Welcome to our biggest turnout ever! We have 37 participating blogs.
I want to give a special hello, and a thank you for playing along, to our first time players! And thanks to each of you who take part on a regular basis.
You all are what makes the photo shoot what it is. It's about learning new photography skills. It's about releasing our creativity. It's about meeting one another. And it's all about just plain having fun! I hope you are enjoying yourself!
About your photos this week. They were so artistic. And creative! Some were funny. I didn't know there could be so many interpretations of black and white. I thoroughly enjoyed them.
Let's view each other's photos, if we can. I probably sound like a broken record, but I'll say the same thing I always say. You know what effort you put into taking your own shots, and would like others to view yours. On the other hand, I know there are lots of submissions this week. So just do what you are comfortable with. Thanks!
Here we go:
The simple housewifes contribution to the world
Lost in my own thoughts
Unedited Me
Joann's Weight Loss Journey
There is only 1 TODAY!
Koda's Corgi Tales
Peyton's Water
Me Thinks Too Much
There is a Season
~The Life of ME~
Slapinions
My Photo Lounge
The Little Things
Jottings From Jersey
Country Living Southern Style
Promise... ME
Jeannette's Jottings
Linda's World
MISSYZ STUFF
This and that, and hockey!
Adventures of an Eclectic Mind
My Everyday Life
Northern Trip
Footprints in the Sand
Ye Olde English Posy
Gina's space
Perception
My Photo Journey
Photo Trek
A moment in time
Midnight Conversations
MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS!!
Photographs & Memories
Smiles House (private)
Adventures From Florida to Kentuckiana (private)
GARDEN OF FRIENDSHIP
Gryphondear's Word of the Day
Thanks for participating! I will be posting a new subject each Monday. I hope you will continue playing along.
And before I leave, I want to give a special thank you to my sister Val of There is a Season who helped me with this entry. You are the best!
Love you all, Krissy :)
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I'm looking for subjects for the JLand Photo Shoot
I'm glad you all are enjoying the JLand Photo Shoot. Thanks to everyone who is participating. I know you all are having as much fun viewing each other's photographs as I am.
I was wondering if you could help me with something. I'm looking for subjects for the photo shoot. I thought I'd ask you all, as this is your photo shoot.
Can you give me a suggestion for a subject for a photo shoot?
If everybody gives just one suggestion, we'll have quite a few!
This is your chance to have your input!
If your suggestion is used, you'll get credit for it. I'll post a link back to your journal.
So, what would you like to see as a subject in an upcoming JLand Photo Shoot?
I'm a Guest Editor's Pick
Oh my gosh! Imagine my surprise tonight when I opened Magic Smoke and found that my blog was a Guest Editor's Pick this week. Will, from the blog WillSpeaking, is Guest Editor.
I am honored that Sometimes I Think was chosen along with five other blogs as a Guest Editor's Pick.
I have a tendency to be verbose, but I won't be. I'll just thank the Lord for helping me, and giving me all the wonderful things He's given me this week. And thank you all, also, for being there for me, and making this blog what it is today!
Love you all,
Krissy :)
Friday, January 25, 2008
an interview with John about his bone marrow transplant anniversary
Thursday, January 24, 2008
joining the Writers Critique Group
I'm really excited! I just received an email from the Writers Critique Group that I have been wanting to join. They've accepted me! They are going to help me edit some writing I have been working on. It's Non-Fiction. They think I have potential as a writer. Who me???
Love you all, Krissy :)
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I'm getting help for my Sleep Apnea
Today I had an appointment with a new doctor. He's called a pulmonologist and helps me with my sleep apnea. I fired my last sleep apnea doctor, Dr. Cox, a couple days ago. Literally.
It's because Dr. Cox was bullying me. He wouldn't even help me find a new face mask for my CPAP machine. My old one hasn't been working for me. I can't breathe with it on. Dr. Cox doesn't want me to have a sleep apnea machine. He wants me to get gastric bypass surgery or stomach stapling. Or perhaps any kind of weight loss surgery.
Dr. Cox told me that I was too overweight, and that if I didn't lose drastic amounts of weight quickly, that I was going to have to have the surgery. That I didn't really have a choice. He said "It's not natural to have a bunch of air blowing up your nose." He was referring to the CPAP machine that you use when you have sleep apnea.
John said to me later, "It's not natural to have your stomach stapled, either." John is right. I don't want to eat a tablespoon of food a meal, and have my metabolism wrecked. Nor do I want to die on the table during surgery.
It would be different if I couldn't lose weight naturally. I have lost 35 lbs in the last few months. Some time I will explain how, but this entry is getting long!
So I just wanted to say that I fired Dr. Cox and went to Dr. Van Kirk today. And I love Dr. Van Kirk! He explained so much to me about sleep apnea.
Dr. Van Kirk is going to work with me on making the CPAP machine work. I haven't been able to use my CPAP for a few weeks. It's because I can't breathe properly through the mask. It's a half mask, and when my nose is plugged I can't breathe at all, so I rip the mask off during the night.
So I called my home health company, actually in tears, a few weeks ago, explaining my situation. I thought the insurance company would take the CPAP machine away from me, because I couldn't use it consistently. Insurances companies often do that if you are not using your CPAP machine consistently. But I was treated very kindly. The home health company called my insurance company, and got approval for me for a full face mask. I go in on Saturday to try it out, and hopefully take it home.
The reason I am getting a full face mask is so that when my nose gets plugged (which it often is, because of sinus problems), I will be able to breathe out of my mouth.
To be honest with you, I am almost scared to death, LOL. Yes, I am scared. I tried this full face mask on once before in their office, and had a panic attack, LOL.
But I am not willing to die, so I am going to try it again. My dad has had congestive heart failure because of sleep apnea, and has to use oxygen at night along with a sleep apnea machine. I'm not willing to die yet, as I believe I am meant to still be here for a purpose.
You know, I'm also scared because I saw a documentary. In this documentary a woman said she was going to choke to death because the electricity went off and she had no way to breathe. Her dog chewed air holes through the hose and she lived. Now I don't have a doggie, LOL. I have no idea if this is a nutty documentary or what. I do know that there are exhalation holes in the top of the CPAP mask so I don't think you can die. The home health care people won't give me a straight answer because they don't want to be held liable if anything happens, they tell me.
Does anybody know if I need to get myself a doggie?
Love you all, Krissy :)
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
physical therapy/exercise for Fibromyalgia
I believe I mentioned this about a week ago. My fibromyalgia has been getting worse lately. There have been days where I hurt so bad I haven't been able to get out of bed without the assistance of John. He has to hold my back firmly, supporting my muscles, while I rise. This is because the muscles in my back spasm, sending shooting pains throughout my body. On these days, when my back and legs are spasming, to move even an inch in any direction can cause me severe pain. This pain occurs whether I'm lying down, sitting, or up moving around. Doesn't matter.
I'm not complaining here, and I thank the Lord I'm alive. I'm just mentioning it to say what I'm going through, for those of you who don't know much about fibro.
Today I went to Physical Therapy at the request of my family doctor. I was very skeptical about going, to say the least. I have never gotten relief for fibromyalgia since I was diagnosed seven years ago.
Today has brought me new hope, however. The physical therapist explained to me that those of us with fibromyalgia must keep exericising and moving our bodies. We must not over do it, but at the same time, we must keep moving. Otherwise, we will atrophy and then hurt even more when we try to move later on. This made a lot of sense to me.
She gave me exercises to do in the gym there at her office. She also sent me home with the exercises so that I can do them each day. I am going back to see Miss Sharon each Tuesday and Thursday. She will then add more exercises.
Eventually Sharon will let me loose to join the local gym (YMCA). But that will probably take a few months. That's okay, though, as I have to start somewhere. She'll have to give me advice on which class to take first. Maybe a class in the water as there is a heated water therapy pool at the Y.
I'm excited. This will hopefully be a way to lessen the pain a lot, and at the same time help me get back into shape again.
Isn't this exciting?
Love you all, Krissy :)
Monday, January 21, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #126
Thanks again to all of you who played along this past week. We had 22 participants! I hope to see lots of photos this week also. The subject is going to be a fun and interesting one.
This week's JLand Photo Shoot will begin today (on Monday) and is due on Saturday, Jan. 26, at 11 PM EST. That's Saturday night, for those of you who are getting confused!
Our subject this week is:
Black and White
You may interpret this subject any way you like.
You may want to photograph a black and white scene. Or for those of you who would like, you may want to convert a shot from color to greyscale or black and white.
For those who don't know how to use photoshop or any other method to convert to greyscale, but would still like to try to convert a photo, one method is to put the photo you would like to convert to black and white into an AOL email. Then left click on the photo twice. The photo will now be in the "Picture Editor". Left click on "Convert to Greyscale". The photo will now be various shades of white, grey and black! Now left click "Save As a Copy". It will be ready to be saved in your "My Pictures" at this time. Now you are ready to use it for the photo shoot!
I hope I helped you a little bit with these instructions. Finally I want to give you a page you might want to check out while you are snapping some photos: Tips for Black and White Photography.
If you can, get out there and snap some shots, if you don't have time, photographs you've already taken are certainly fine to use also.
After you've posted your entry in your journal/blog, please put the address to your entry in the Comment Section below. If you need an explanation on how to do this, or need to know any other instructions concerning this photo shoot, please click on the link below:
Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot
Thanks in advance for playing along. I can't wait to see what everybody comes up with!
Love you all, Krissy :)
monday morning question
What were some activities from your childhood that make you smile? For example: miniature golf, climbing trees, lying on your back looking up at the clouds, staying out till the street lights came on, looking for four leaf clovers
My answer: playing with my Crissy Doll, rolling down the hill in my front yard, going down the hill in a toboggan, going on "acorn hunts" with my brother and sisters, playing jacks, painting my fingernails pink
What's your answer?
Sunday, January 20, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #125 participants...
JLand Photo Shoot #125
The Letter "T"
What a terrific turnout! We have 22 entrants! I just wanted to say that I'm sorry I didn't post this earlier, because I still have a killer case of bronchitis that just won't quit.
Once again, your photos are fantastic! What I enjoyed most this time was your creativity. This wasn't the easiest of shoots, and you rose to the challenge with interesting, inspiring, and sometimes funny shots.
Now let's all view each other's, and encourage one another, if we can! You know what effort you put into taking your own shots! So please visit where you can. :)
Here are the submissions:
Jottings From Jersey did tortoise
Better Left Unsaid did Tomato Man
Life on a Bison Farm did her Turtle Yertyl
My Hugs Journal did her telephone
MISSYZ STUFF had her son pose as the small letter "t"
Just Getting It Off My Chest! did a photo representing time
Linda's World sports five photos. I'll only give one away. It's "Trader Joes"
Gina's space posted turtles
My Photo Journey did Devils Tower
Ye Olde English Posey brings us tea
Koda's Corgi Tales inspires us with Thankful
Midnight Conversations brings us a Trio of Telephones, among other photos
Perception did "taters"
Nancyluvspix did tractor, but not just an ordinary one! And she even included extra credit.
MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS!! did tub (with grandaughter in it)
There is a Season did her children's tattoos, as well as a surprise photo
Footprints in the Sand did trees and time
Promise... Me did Tour Bus. And another touching photo.
This and that, and hockey! did Tired, Tranquil, Towel!
Northern Trip brings us the Nicolson Clock Tower in Stornoway
Things change... (private journal)
Smiles House (private journal)
Thanks for participating! You all are great, and should be very proud of yourselves for being so creative this week!
I will be posting another subject each Monday. I hope you will continue playing along when you can.
Have a great week!
Love you all, Krissy :)
Saturday, January 19, 2008
how Writers Critique Groups work
Thursday, January 17, 2008
I'm hoping to get in a writers critique group
Right now I am feeling pretty miserable. I have a bronchial, throat and sinus infection. Yuck. A three for one deal. I haven't had bronchitis in years. I really have been trying to fight this thing off for about a month now, and it has returned three times. This time I was smart enough to go get antibiotics. Now I was told I must rest for a week or so. I am counting time at the computer as rest! Well, I will get in bed soon, but have to be on here some of the time, LOL.
I'm excited today. I've not mentioned this before but I have been going to a local writers group for a couple of months. The last meeting there was a panel of leaders from local writers critique groups. I spoke with one of the leaders after the meeting and she invited me to submit a piece of my work to her. I wrote something up for her yesterday and emailed it to her. She emailed me back and said that she would read it to the group (The Christian Roundtable Group) today, and if they felt that they had room for another member, and felt that they should include me (and that I was a good fit), she would contact me. I am waiting to hear back. It is kind of daunting, as I have never been part of a critiquing process. But at the same time, it is very exciting. I can't wait for her email or call.
Gee, I already have three books I want to write! Non-fiction of course. Okay, so I am getting a little ahead of myself here.
Krissy :)
Monday, January 14, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #125
Thanks to all of you who played last week! We had our largest turn out ever with 25 participants! Let's continue the fun this week.
This week's photo shoot will begin today (on Monday) and be due on Saturday, Jan. 19 at 11 PM EST.
Our subject this week is:
The letter "T"... begins with T or find an object resembling the letter
To enter this photo shoot, please post your submission by copying and pasting your full entry URL into the comment section below.
If you need an explanation on how to do this, or need to know any other instructions concerning this photo shoot, please click on the link below:
Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot
Thanks in advance for playing along, Krissy :)
monday morning question
Have you ever lost a family member in a store or public place? Have you ever been lost yourself?
My answer:
I lost my nephew Stephen once in a mall. If I remember correctly he was six years old. Unknown to me, he had wandered into a store (IKEA), while I was talking to his sister Kelly. If you know anything about IKEA it is filled with endless sections of furniture. I ran through the mall looking for Steve in sheer terror, searching out a security guard to help. Finally Steve came out the other end of the store, calmly, and said "Gee, I never thought I would get out of there! There were beds, and tables, and chairs!" I just looked at him...
Now what's your answer? Tell us your "lost story"!
Krissy :)
Tags: Monday Morning Question
Sunday, January 13, 2008
JLand Photo Shoot #124 participants...
JLand Photo Shoot #124
subject: a close up
There are a good number of submissions this week! Perhaps this has been the most participated in photo shoot since the shoot's inception. Thanks for taking your time out this week to participate!
Your photos are fantastic. Let's all view each other's and leave comments if we are able, and encourage one another! Each of us knows what effort it took to take our own shots. :)
The following journals/blogs participated:
Confessions Of An Angel Waitress
Smiles House (private)
Thanks again for participating. And I want to thank my sissy Val (her journal is listed above - There is a Season) for hosting the photo shoot during the time I couldn't. You are the best Val!
I will be posting another subject each Monday. I hope you will continue playing along when you can.
Have a great week.
Love you all,
Krissy
Saturday, January 12, 2008
my entry for JLand Photo Shoot #124
Here's my entry of 'a close up'. If you'd like to participate also, you have till Saturday night (tonight) at 11 PM to post an entry. Don't forget to leave a link in this journal, so we can all take a look at your photo(s). I hope you like my photo! Take care, Krissy :)
Friday, January 11, 2008
John hasn't been doing this well since before the transplant
I realize I have needed to write an entry for awhile. I have been getting emails asking how John is doing. I keep meaning to write but I have been soooo tired.
This can be demonstrated by my speech a little while ago. I was just lying on the couch and woke up suddenly and said to John, "My muscles in my leg are panting." What I meant to say was that my muscles were pulsating. I have had very painful fibromyalgia lately.
As I woke more fully, I asked John if he would help me write a blog entry, but told him never mind, because I thought he was "too hired." I meant too tired, LOL. Finally I pulled it together and here we are.
First let me say that I believe John is doing better than he has been since before the transplant. These are his words. He is sitting here beside me. I agree with him. Yes you heard us correctly! We want you to celebrate along with us, because you have been there with us from the beginning! Yes, unfortunately he still has kidney damage but other than that, he is doing tremendously well! We thank the Lord and his doctors for his recovery, and we also thank you all for being there for him.
We know he is doing better because of his lab results. His counts and levels are almost all in the normal range! His platelets are still low. But he no longer has the Hemolytic Anemia and hasn't for awhile. His Hemoglobin and Hematocrit are in the normal range, and are very high for him! John's immune system is now working well! All of this is incredible.
And here's another good surprise. Remember recently when John had 25 to 30% kidney function? Well for at least three weeks he has had a Creatinin level of 1.8 to 2.0. This means he now has 40% kidney function! His kidney specialist said it just would NOT happen in his lifetime. Showed him, huh! John is going to try to improve it even more, if possible.
We are so thankful for how John is doing. I have to be honest though. Sometimes it is hard and we get a little concerned. It is always possible for a bone marrow transplant recipient to have a setback. Look what happened about a month ago. On the other hand, there's no reason to believe John is going to have problems either. We are just grateful he is where he is today. More than grateful. We're pretty ecstatic.
Thank you all for being here for us,
Krissy :)
Edit: I am neglecting to mention the most important thing here. I wrote this entry, and was thinking about it afterward. I am dumbstruck that I neglected to mention this, and don't want to just take it for granted. I have new readers and they may not know. John is in remission from two cancers! In the past ten years John has had both Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma and Bone Marrow Cancer (MDS) leading into AML (leukemia). The bone marrow transplant (stem cell transplant) has put the MDS in remission and should also keep the NHL cancer from coming back.
I want to give the glory to the Lord for this. I also know this has something to do with my husband, who is a fighter.
You can check out his journal here: too stubborn to die
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot
Welcome to the Original JLand Photo Shoot with Krissy, or for short,
JLand Photo Shoot
Actually this is not a new photo shoot. It just has a new name. It's been around and has been run by me and my sister Valerie since Ocotober, 2004. Thanks to everybody who has participated. I hope you will continue to take part in 2008. And I hope to see a lot of newcomers also.
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Instructions for JLand Photo Shoot
The photo subject for each week will be posted by me in this journal, Sometimes I Think, every Monday.
Your submission will be due each following Saturday at 11 PM EST.
If you can't remember these dates, don't worry, I will remind you when an entry is due when I post the photo subject for that week.
Everybody who submits a photo entry will have their links posted in my journal by me, each Sunday, so that we can check out each other's entries.
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To participate in JLand Photo Shoot please do the following:
In your own journal or blog, post your photo or photos that you would like to have others view.
When you submit an entry, please remember to go to my journal and place your submission entry link in the comment section of the photo shoot subject that I post that Monday.
If you have an AOL journal, you can do it like this:
Remember to have fun, and get out there and shoot!